When a friend, even a friend we know only through a little thing called a blog, especially a friend who shares a passion for life, family and this crazy little activity that brought many of us together suffers such a loss, I think we all hurt a little too. I know I do. My prayer for you Juls is to take the time to heal and the time to feel. I hope that you will be able to come to terms with the questions that seem to have no answer. You are strong, and remember you are not alone.